Oye ... |
9:31 PM, Monday, March 01, 2004 |
Why is it that when I feel most unworthy, God decides to use that time to shower blessings upon me? I can't quite figure it out ... I think it has something to do with beating me over the head with not doing stupid things like getting annoyed at Hector ... of course, I'm pretty sure he's here to develop patience in me. =P
But anyway ... last night and today have been just brilliant. After staying up until 5:45 on the phone, I got about two hours of sleep -- woke up at 7:30, shut off my alarm, looked at the clock, and decided to skip DifEq today. Then went in about 9:30 to meet up with Mike and Adam and found that Adam hadn't been there, though Mike was ... at any rate, met them in South P and went off to Best Buy. After spending about an hour there and getting gas, went exploring through eastern Long Island looking for Port Jefferson off 347 instead of 25A. Found it after a bit of searching, got that $42 money order cashed that's been hanging fire since like August, and went off to chill at the Steamroom. Had a delicious bowl of New England clam chowder in a bread bowl ... mmm.
It was an absolutely beautiful day, moreover -- 60°, bright, and sunny. Spent time there and at Starbucks, drinking the first Frappuchino™ of the season and doing homework, then went off and finished hw at the professor's office hours. Bad news: he's starting to recognize us. =P
Anyway, finished that, went to class, voted to have it due Wednesday instead of today, then decided that we were going to start doing homework on Wednesdays instead of Mondays so we'd actually have time to go over it, fix things, etc. Then went home and played JK: JA for a while, then went off to ministry and to talk to people about Life Talks. Proved very fruitful today which is just one more reason why God gives me so much I don't deserve ... I wish I could be worthy of it, I really do, but I do so many stupid things that it's not even funny.
*sigh*
Anyway. Finished all that, had a lovely day. Am feeling quite fulfilled right now. Unworthy, but fulfilled.
-David
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